Friday, May 30, 2008

Good morning....If anyone knows how to get my links back up the side of this mofo, please let me know!

Thursday, May 29, 2008

So I am now a part of the universe....yaaay....there was mcuh rejoycing...and potentially misspelling...

But we're still gonna die :-P

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Oh dear lord I am blogging... It should be safe now, everyone is gone. No one should see this so I can blog indescrininately at any length about anything and they'll never know!!!

Bah, I have no secrets...except's all an illusion...there is no heaven and no hell...there is only what we make in this world and that is temporary no matter how much we lament and faithfully declare otherwise.

So what's the point? Well heck, that's easy. Find peace, find happyness, find purpose and do whatever makes your heart swim and your eyes close gratefully at night.

Some people bitch because their is supposed to be more, this is supposed to be forever. Well forever, like everything else in this world is relative and it lasts until the end of your memory...not your life...that is a common misconception. Take that for what you will.

So it's going to end, big deal, get that stupid look off your face and get used to it. Everything in our lives end, fun, sex, meals...yet we still eagerly await each because they are worth it no matter how fleeting and finite they are.

We are like those things...we just just last a bit longer and leave more of a mess...


Friday, October 12, 2007

Blah Blah Blah not dead yet blah blah blah doing well blah blah blah Group W Bench is looking good blah blah blah 2 months till kwanza

Friday, December 29, 2006

Blah blah blah Biopsy blah blah blah Cancer blah blah blah Operation #5 blah blah blah MRI blah blah blah don't know when yet.

Blah blah blah,

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Sigh...and I don't even watch the darn show...
You scored as Simon Tam. The Doctor. You have a gift for healing that goes beyond education. You took an oath to do no harm, even when your patients have tried to kill you. You are out of place where you are, being used to refined society. However, if you take that stick out of your arse you should be fine.

Simon Tam


The Operative


Shepherd Derrial Book


Kaylee Frye


Zoe Alleyne Washburne


Inara Serra


River Tam


Hoban 'Wash' Washburne


Capt. Mal Reynolds


Jayne Cobb


Which Serenity character are you?
created with

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Everything has an origin
Anything that exists
Must be proceeded by nothingness
or 'something else'-ness
From which it was birthed

Nothing exists exept in relation to somthing else
Simply put, there can be no 'Air' without 'Not Air'
There would only be an indescribable 'IT'

Matter has been proven to be formed, at its core, entirely from energy
Energy exists in various wavelengths and frequencies,
But, there must have been a precursor to that as well since 'energy' did not just pop up and 'exist' one day...

Potential energy is energy that has not been expended yet.
The potential for energy is a natural precursor

So it is fairly indesputable that all that exists now was preceeded by an all-encompassing 'IT' which was preceeded by energy, which itself was preceeded by a single energy force, which was in and of itself preceeded by the potential for that energy.

Given that there are several conclusions that can easily be drawn:

1. Anything that is possible 'IS' somewhere or way.
2. Time is an infinite loop.
3. Everything that exists, at its root is nothing more than the potential for existance.
4. If you sum all time and all possibilities for existance you will obtain a number both equal to 0 and 1 because where dealing with 'everything' there is no relative external body so everything and nothing at that point become equal.

The point?

Everything that exists in our world and our lives is part of a greater everything that ultimately is also nothing so there is no real value or purpose to anything except that which we choose. So why does anyone act or believe simply what they are told to or pressured/expected to when that very act of conformity renders you, by it's very nature, non-existant...

Fill in the blanks people...

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Star Wars Episode III....Rocked! Don't agree? I honestly don't remember asking your opinion...

Had a great time With the MRS, NightSkye and Angel, hopeful that we'll have some FF action coming in the future. Fantastic Four you perv!

Life is good overall, sorry no gossip...

I am celebrating tonight...I met my wife exactly 5 years 1 week and 2 hours ago...I don't know how I made it through the preceeding 29 years, but I plan on continuing to blissfully pretend they never really happeded. Except for you all of course...well maybe not YOU but most of you... :-)