Good morning....If anyone knows how to get my links back up the side of this mofo, please let me know!

So I am now a part of the FaceBook.com universe....yaaay....there was mcuh rejoycing...and potentially misspelling...

http://www.blogger.com/post-edit.g?blogID=3028816&postID=756246929800855024

But we're still gonna die :-P

Oh dear lord I am blogging... It should be safe now, everyone is gone. No one should see this so I can blog indescrininately at any length about anything and they'll never know!!!

Bah, I have no secrets...except this...it's all an illusion...there is no heaven and no hell...there is only what we make in this world and that is temporary no matter how much we lament and faithfully declare otherwise.

So what's the point? Well heck, that's easy. Find peace, find happyness, find purpose and do whatever makes your heart swim and your eyes close gratefully at night.

Some people bitch because their is supposed to be more, this is supposed to be forever. Well forever, like everything else in this world is relative and it lasts until the end of your memory...not your life...that is a common misconception. Take that for what you will.

So it's going to end, big deal, get that stupid look off your face and get used to it. Everything in our lives end, fun, sex, meals...yet we still eagerly await each because they are worth it no matter how fleeting and finite they are.

We are like those things...we just just last a bit longer and leave more of a mess...

Peace.

Blah Blah Blah not dead yet blah blah blah doing well blah blah blah Group W Bench is looking good blah blah blah 2 months till kwanza

Blah blah blah Biopsy blah blah blah Cancer blah blah blah Operation #5 blah blah blah MRI blah blah blah don't know when yet.

Blah blah blah,
Wryguy

Sigh...and I don't even watch the darn show...
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You scored as Simon Tam. The Doctor. You have a gift for healing that goes beyond education. You took an oath to do no harm, even when your patients have tried to kill you. You are out of place where you are, being used to refined society. However, if you take that stick out of your arse you should be fine. Simon Tam 81% The Operative 75% Shepherd Derrial Book 63% Kaylee Frye 56% Zoe Alleyne Washburne 56% Inara Serra 56% River Tam 50% Hoban 'Wash' Washburne 50% Capt. Mal Reynolds 50% Jayne Cobb 38% Which Serenity character are you? created with QuizFarm.com

Everything has an origin
Anything that exists
Must be proceeded by nothingness
or 'something else'-ness
From which it was birthed

Nothing exists exept in relation to somthing else
Simply put, there can be no 'Air' without 'Not Air'
There would only be an indescribable 'IT'

Matter has been proven to be formed, at its core, entirely from energy
Energy exists in various wavelengths and frequencies,
But, there must have been a precursor to that as well since 'energy' did not just pop up and 'exist' one day...

Potential energy is energy that has not been expended yet.
The potential for energy is a natural precursor

So it is fairly indesputable that all that exists now was preceeded by an all-encompassing 'IT' which was preceeded by energy, which itself was preceeded by a single energy force, which was in and of itself preceeded by the potential for that energy.

Given that there are several conclusions that can easily be drawn:

1. Anything that is possible 'IS' somewhere or way.
2. Time is an infinite loop.
3. Everything that exists, at its root is nothing more than the potential for existance.
4. If you sum all time and all possibilities for existance you will obtain a number both equal to 0 and 1 because where dealing with 'everything' there is no relative external body so everything and nothing at that point become equal.

The point?

Everything that exists in our world and our lives is part of a greater everything that ultimately is also nothing so there is no real value or purpose to anything except that which we choose. So why does anyone act or believe simply what they are told to or pressured/expected to when that very act of conformity renders you, by it's very nature, non-existant...

Fill in the blanks people...

Star Wars Episode III....Rocked! Don't agree? I honestly don't remember asking your opinion...

Had a great time With the MRS, NightSkye and Angel, hopeful that we'll have some FF action coming in the future. Fantastic Four you perv!

Life is good overall, sorry no gossip...

I am celebrating tonight...I met my wife exactly 5 years 1 week and 2 hours ago...I don't know how I made it through the preceeding 29 years, but I plan on continuing to blissfully pretend they never really happeded. Except for you all of course...well maybe not YOU but most of you... :-)

I can probably forgive myself for falling victim to a deceptive business practice if it's well done, but I want to jump off a bridge when I have to repeat the same instruction to a client 6 times before realizing not only is he not comprehending the simple task I am requesting he perform, but also that that task itself was requested based information this mellon-head gave me which was inaccurate in the first place....

This happened today:
"Do you have the latest version or did you install it straight from the CD?"
"From the CD"
"Ok, You need to apply all the patches to a master image first and then reinstall the product."
"Can I apply them to the CD?"
"No, you have to make a folder on the hard drive and copy the CD into it. Thats called a "master image".
"Alright"
"Do you already have a master image?"
"No just CD 1"
"Did you install this from the CD or from a master image on the hard drive?"
"From the CD 1"
"I need you to copy the CD into a folder on your hard drive"
"What part?"
"All of it"
"What the CD?"
"yes"
"I have the CD though"
"You need to copy the contents of that CD into a folder on the hard drive"
"CD 1?"
"Yes CD 1"
"I have it"
"What do you mean?"
"You want me to copy it?"
"Yes, to the hard drive"
"What do you mean? It's CD1"

"You need to browse the contents of the CD rom, select all, copy and then paste all of that data into a folder on the hard drive so that we can patch it"
"What do I do with the folder that's there?"
"What do you mean?"
"There's Cd 1 there already"
"Copied to the hard drive?"
"Yes"
"Did you know it was there?"
"Yes, that is what I installed the application from"

...I'll spare you the rest, but long story short, he already had the patches applied and I wasted an hour of my life with this waste of space...

Somebody help me...

Always,
Wry

My goodness, what a great weekend! Even though I am chomping at the bit to recap all the pointless-to-anyone-who-wasn't-there revalry, but before I do I just have to post THIS:

Hey, Mike!, Rob likes Rush, you like Rush...DISCUSS!

Hahahahahaha, sorry Roe, but I just had to. But be proud, it was probably one of the absolute highlights of the evening and will be a continuing source of giddy amusement for months/years to come!

So anyway, it was a great weekend. Got to see all the friends I miss most and had an awsome time. We had a little bit of everythig: I-CON, Corrupting my son, Playing games designed to make your family as miserable as possible before offing them, huge diner outing complete with flamboyant surly waiter, trip to Dave & Busters, the always productive BS roundtable at friends house and the perfuntory promises that we will do it all again soon. Then of course as I drive home, realizing, Frank is going back to CHI, Roe and Rob and driving way on back to Queens yada yada yada will anyone really make the calls? But nevertheless I smile a big smile and think, "F\/CK IT!" I had a blast and these are guys I could see once a day, week, year or decade and be as happy as pie each time.

Yea, I'll make the call this time, I'll give it a shot. Hell even if I wind up shooting blanks and it all falls through, WTF they're worth it.

You don't like my sappy rant? Oh well...BL@W ME! That's from the heart my friends :-)

Now onto other fronts:

Wife: Wonderful, she continues to be a dream come true (and no she doesn't read my blog).

Son: Holy crap he is the best thing I've ever done. I never would have guessed that a two year old could make me flat out laugh like he does. (I guess we know daddy's mental maturity level now) Best of all, god bless his soul, he will say ANYTHING I ask him to! Absolute power corrupts my friend. It's all I can do to restrict myself from having him saying anything that will get social services called on my A$$. "Mr. Jackson never touched me". Good boy.

Cancer: Had my 4th surgery and 3rd radioactive iodine treatment. I am pysched, a few more surgeries and I am bound to finish the series! "Oh look honey, 'Lumpy Misshapen Grey Mass' my collection is complete!"

Job: Computer Associates. Love it here. Great manager. Can say anymore. It's scarey how many people are getting fired these days for talking about their jobs in blog.

Hobbies: EQ2 Started lame, getting better. I think I am burning out on the whole PC online multiplayer thing. I miss pen and paper, dice, real people and 7-11 runs man...

Plans: Alicia and I are definitely planning a trip to Las vegas soon. We just need to nail a date in the next couple months. Also taking the boy to Disney later this year. Be a first for him AND ME! Luckily my wife is a pro...er...I mean she's been around...no that's not right...I mean she's experienced...DAMIT SHE'S BEEN THERE BEFORE OK?!?!?

Observations: I was great to finally meet Jessica. It is easy to see what a wonderful complement she and Al make to eachother and I am sure the Care Bear thing is treatable. :-) Was really good to see Roe in a non-funeral setting as well. Her and Rob seem really happy and she adds a really critical component to a group of friends...fodder...JUST KIDDING! Frank buddy, what can I say? We love you, I love you (In a completely gender neutral and appropriate way) and as you've said all weekend; It IS your fault! :-) Mike has jovially succeeded in being banned from interacting with my child for another two years, but I really wouldn't want it any other way... (Figure out the meaning behind THAT statement!) :-D

Ok I cannot believe I have had the free time to write all this crap and I doubt you'll have the time to read it, but if you do, Hey, good job! See you all soon...er or later.

Always,
Wry

LOVE AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO YOU ALL! (Even you filthy bastards, and you know who you are :-)

Yankee Sorrow: To all Redsox Fans and Yankee enemies




At first (and at second, third and fourth for that matter) I was mad at all the people cheering the Redsox, I was heart broken and sad at this possibly marking the end of an era for my team. The fear of that, for me, was far greater then the Yankees actually losing and suffering "the biggest collapse" in post season history.

That didn't bother me because I am a true and educated fan and know that no team with as many changes as the Yankees made last year had ever won a division. I knew they had virtually no left handed pitching, were without Jason Giambi and simply were not at this point (and it kills me to say but it's true) the better team. I knew that winning the first three games was not so much a sign of dominance as it was a sign of sheer heart which is all they had to run on so many times this year.

I knew they distinguished themselves quite well and frankly I love them and can forgive this "failure".

But something special happened this year. The Resox had heart too. For once in nearly 80 years, they out-Yankeed then Yankees and my hat is off to them, it seems some of their nemisis has finally rubbed off on them.

As I said, I was mad and all you detractors of my team, but now I can look upon you with new eyes. You poor bastards, you have suffered for so long. We NY fans have been greedy and selfish and have hogged too many post seasons. So please by all means RedSox, go go go. Win the World Series, celebrate, end your curse and move forward into a new world.

BUT, Please WIN damnit.

If you win then everything makes sense, it's all worthwhile. We can be closer to brothers in the future and less enemies. I look forward to that future. If you lose however, then all of this would have been a waste, the entire season would be a terrible tragedy and the hostility and contempt between us will be catapulted to new, unheard of, levels. I don't want to live in that world. I don't want my heart to have to suffer that burden. So with that in mind:

GO REDSOX GO!

Damnit...
Wry...

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A snippit from my favorite...and I know I am going to hell so please don't waste your breath reminding me...



...Three grown men clinging to one another on a scooter. ....... There was a slap fight when they all wanted to be the driver, but that was solved with a crayon-eating contest. Now Jimmy is driver, Mikey is the meat in a retard sandwich, and Feepo is left with crayon breath.


God how I needed that laugh. Again and again and again and again...

HERE WE GO AGAIN...



Well the duality of life has struck again. On the one side, my new job is wonderful and gives me 3 hrs a day back to spend with my family. On the bad side:

1. My Son is sick with Sinusitis and Raging Pink Eye in both eyes
2. I am sick with Sinusitis and Pink eye in one eye
3. I have no choice but to work through it because:
4. 2 Biopsies of the right side of my next came back positive and:
5. I must have a full right side neck dissection just as I did on the left which will:
6. Leave me without much feeling on both sides of my neck, lower cheeks and upper shoulders and:
7. Since they are going into the Thyroid bed a second time, the chances of having voice problems go from 1% to 10-15%
8. I am just so tired of this...

But believe it or not I am also about the happiest I ever have been so it's time to just suck it up and deal.

Luckily my new job is being supportive and my position should be secure even if I miss 5-6 days before I have earned any Sick or Vacation time...

Well I guess that's the highlights for now :-)

Always,
Wryguy

Stage 1: Collect Underpants
Stage 2: ?
Stage 3: Profit

Still the funniest thing I've ever seen...

I am leaving my job... Yep, after 5.5+ years I am leaving my job, taking a 25% pay cut and working for a company 10 mins from my home in stead of 2 hours.... I will use those extra 3.5 hrs a day to be with my family.

My way of sticking it to the man for trying to tell me more money is better....UP YOURS UGLY!

I will miss some things in the sity though.

"The most alluring sound I have ever met was the soft padded echo of a lone sax player on Water street as the slithering shuffle of half sleeping drones made their plodding way to work..."

Goth by night,
normal by day. Deep in your heart
you know you're evil, but not on the company's
time. You do need to eat.


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Welcome my friend DarkCorp (DC).

I almost got fired at least twice for my non-corporate behavior. Once it went to far as closed door meetings regarding the infraction and a personal apology to the jackass that pissed me off....

Always,
Wry

Thanks, I needed that...


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In a painful twist of fate, I've been forced to end all physical/verbal interaction with my parents. particularly hard considering my young son. I can't believe this is my life.

Thank god for Alicia and Nicholas though, having them in my life gives me the strength to do what I know in my heart is right for all of us.

I cannot allow the poison that is my family to infect my son, I simply cannot. So I will give him hugs and kisses and tell him I love him every chance I get. I will keep the insanity that nearly destroyed me so many times away from him. I will do it for him and me and Alicia. I will do it at all costs. Even if those costs are my parents.

I won't tell the story, so it will be technically impossible for anyone to judge, but I must get this out before I explode.

Thanks,
Wry...

P.S. this has been going on over a month now, not just some bad fight that will blow over... For what it's worth...